Better With Words

2008-09-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

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oooo.

2008-08-31T15:51:00.004+08:00

come, let me show you guys my cute "boyfriend".
hahahahaha.
[okay seriously, i know nothing abt the captions for this picture. bahahaha.]

he's on the most left. (eh, fullstop. i think he look a bit like your mengmeng. heeeehe.)
JIRO WANG IS SUPER CUTE. :))
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

and oh.
i saw this poster.
life sized one.
at tampines interchange.
when its gone, you know where its at la hor.
hahaha.

a bit small uh the picture.
how did he get so cute.
hahaha.

kk.
so these past few days ive been playing psp.
urm..
random random games.
at least none involving me walking around with a big knife cutting grass.
yea.
so its good.
hahaha.
i think im just going to play during the hols.
:))

unless of course anybody got job offer...
:DD

help.

2008-08-31T14:57:00.001+08:00

okay. i need someone who is freaking good in editting the new blogger layout.
i tell you. its super irritating.

friday tmr.

2008-08-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

i must be super mad to be updating now.
ive got two papers tmr.
ahahaha.
k whatever.
study later.

went to buy luggage with jess just now.
ahahahahhaa.
freaking funny la i tell u.
she think she tourist. drag the luggage home.
lol.
should have taken photo.
too bad my hands were full.

and aimm.
ive seiously got no comments.
ill be damn lucky if i even get a pass.

phlegm.

2008-08-22T11:13:00.006+08:00

whats up woth everybody and getting phlegm?!
everyone's coughing.
you know those kind of wet cough where something will sure come out.
hahaha.
and jess uh. hahaha.
she uh, everytime she coughs ill be like "that one sure got phlegm right?!"
and jess: yea. but its stuck here. (points at throat)
me: suck out la.
jess: you take straw suck out for me la. i dont know how to suck it out myself.
-_-"

ahahaha.
good luck uh trying to make yourself puke it out.
sometimes, i doubt she's even reached twenty years old.

oh yea. and we came up with this retarded idea.
get sick on aimm day.
because then we'll have to take the supp paper.
and itll be graded!
seriously, if youve seen the past years supp paper, youll want to do that.
and we were like stand in the rain the whole day.
then sun comes stand in the sun.
suntansuntan.
sure fever.
i like how it might turn out to be... hmmm....

anyway, havent been seeing a lot of my friends lately.
miss them all.
have not been hanging out with the troop. :'((
i want the morning lectures back. i want those early dismissal times again.

im going to miss this semester.
:((
to think about it, ive made more friends than what i made last year.
ahahaha.
everybody did.
yea and biotech is going to be like one big family.
hahaha... who knows right.
ahahaa. "think about it"
hahaha. thats like so jorden la.
see, this is what happens when you hang out with him too much.
i think youll be hearing me talk abt karma next. mahahaa.

oh i need to 'suck out' something.
bye!

countdown?

2008-08-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

didnt step out of the house today.
hahaha.
and yet, im not done with biochem.
from last night.
arghhhhh....
ahahhahaa.
forget it la.
biochem for later.
i think i should be reading up on mgen.

and my voice still sounds the same!!
heider called me up just now and he was like "eh! suare kao aper jadi uh? mcm kwn aku seyh. laki."
baek uh tu.

mahahaha.
i think need go see doctor.

short.

2008-08-20T19:57:00.003+08:00

today was a very short day in school.
but no doubt i still love it.
:))
hahahahaha.
yea.
aimm.
aimm.
ill be darn happy if i even get a Cplus for aimm.
then again, aim high.
B la. mahahaha.
but for fpath, me and jess were like A!
aim for A!
shall stay true to that.
and oh biochem also.
i just realised answer is given.
going to stay at home tmr and have no life again.
bye all.

and p.s.
i love how he smiles. ahahhaa.
even though im the only one who finds it nice. :))
and i like the way he does everything,
even though im the only one who finds it even cute to begin with.
ahahahaha.
just weird.
argh!! feel like telling him.
for real.
should i?

sem break.

2008-08-17T17:33:00.002+08:00

stereotypical.
my life is such a routine right now.
for now its study study study.
bleahs.
after exam its either work or sit at home and slack all day long or learn a language or instrument.
wow.
what else could i do.

sore throat AGAIN!

2008-08-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

mwa ha ha!
sore throat again today.
the one food that i thought was the best turned out to be such a betrayal.
ALMONDS. whyyyyyyy!?!?!?!
now my throat feels like crap and my voice is not affected.
dang.
seriously, whats the purpose of having sore throat if my voice not affected.
hahahhaa.

so much for exams.

2008-08-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

hahaha.
so much for im going to update after exams.
i still cannot tahan the exam countdown on jason's msn nick.
its killing me.
hahaha. the wait is always worse than the actual event.
therefore, like how the countdown goes, 12 days and 8 hrs to go.
:))
(hey, the stupid csas got onto me.)
happy stressing uh everyone.

beetle.

2008-08-12T09:25:00.002+08:00

omg.
yesterday stayed at school to study biochem with jordentan.
yea we did study ok!
hahaa. glycolysis.
:DD

and then at the bus stop, waiting for the bus alone (yea because somebody bus came damn early), got something flew on my head.
i was like 'confirm beetle la!'
so i swept my hand past my head and IT was gone.
then i looked at my hand.
nothing. no beetle.
then my sleeeeeveeeee...
oh my sleeve.
got this freaking huge yellow beetle!
damn gross la.
it was like superglued to my sleeve.
not moving at all.
took the lib book and was thinking how the heck am i going to get IT offfffff!
cannot la!
so i was like tapping this random guy next to me.
was like all "excuse me. could you get that for me?!?!!"
and i showed him my sleeve.
bahahaa.
he smiled and tried to squish the beetle.
but it flew off.
maahaha. whatever lo.
as long as IT'S not on me!
so damn relieved la i tell you.

urm...

2008-08-08T17:40:00.003+08:00

hahhaa.
updating again.
damn bored.
mahahaaha.
first thing i realised today, hp batt dying.
lucky got zahidah still at home.
today was pretty much a day alone for me.
hahaha. in midday everyone left to celebrate stella's birthday.
i wanted to join but was stuck with doing csas together with kk and gx.
so after they left, it practically went downhill from there.
a bit boring la.
but got my classmates :))
so it wasnt that bad.
then went home with faiz.
hahaha. but he took different bus. he like lost. dont know where to go and what to do.
in the end go home.
-_-" per je.
and so here i am.
waiting for 8 pm to come by.
going for family dinner!
yey yey yey yey yey!!
now must fast i guess.
hahahha. so ive been taught starving is different. bahaha.

im happy.

2008-08-01T18:20:00.004+08:00

LONGGGG POST!

today was a mad mad mad day.
yesterday was one heckuva mad mad mad night.
planned to sleep at 4 but ended up sleeping way way earlier.
i was reading, texting and aching at the same time.
woooo!
triple tasking.
and today had two tests.
just glad that both are over!!!
:))
not that bad.

so this week went by fast.
three more weeks i think exams already.
hahahhaa. then holidays!
im going to miss everyone. and hopefully i wont be changing class next sem.
possibilities are high.
really really wanting that not to happen.

and to somebody out there,
get your facts straight first ok.
dont assume i like someone, especially when i dont.
so so sooooooo dont.

ahhh the tests...
could still manage.
aim for next few weeks before exam,
no using computer.
soooo... this will be my last post before this sem ends.

ill maybe update more later.
im worn out.
long enough to last for the whole of this month?
hahahhaa.
retarded.
bye.

im happy. so?

2008-07-28T18:23:00.003+08:00

seriously, im happy.
hahaha.
even though ive got three more tests coming up this week.
:))
i shall study a little later after napping.
or maybe i shouldnt be napping right, later at night cannot sleep.
bahahaha.
whatever it is, mgen paper just now was such a rollercoaster ride.
hahhahaha. bull shitting.
yea well, at the start of the paper i sat there and was like "shit la!!! shit shit shit."
all the way.
until i read it again and it was like "oh...."
hahaha. get what i mean?
no?
forget it. hahaha.

well, missed out on what appeared to be a superb wedding yesterday.
damn it!
but nvm.
study comes first i guess.
why of all weeks have to be yesterday?!?
but tidak mengaper...
its over.
next week still got another wedding.
hahhahaha.

hais...
you make me feel as if im dreaming, babe.
funny how eyecandying could turn out to be sooooo darn good!
:))

urmmm... squirt day. bahahaha.

2008-07-25T17:35:00.002+08:00

olrite.
so im at school right now.
got 'chapter meeting'.
damn it.
i just saw the email they sent like a few minutes ago and it says "dress code: smart casual."
ahhh die la.
im dressed in hoodie, skinnies and slippers.
hahahaha. how 'smart'.
whats the worst thing tht they could do right?
aha. k. let's not think too much.

anyway, ive got doodlings all over my hands.
thanks to the most 'congested' artist, jessica.
bahaha.
ive got squirt on my right palm, a "floss after every meal!" at the back with a little fish bowl and a Pearl on the back of my left hand.
hahahaha.
oh yea, if youre wondering who the heck im talking about, go watch Finding Nemo laaaaaaa.
now im trying my best to cover them.
hahaha. probably going to wash it all off later.

haish.
im alone in school right now.
omg.
my head still hurts too much to start studying.
damn it!!!

and oh.
today, wasnt tht bad a day.

its wonderful how refreshing it is to see you again and again.
just cant get enough of your face. :))

flying?

2008-07-24T18:23:00.005+08:00

omg!
nothing beats a flying lawn mower!!!
hahahah!

listen to the song!
omg the song. hahahahaha!
freaking funny.

ahahaha.
today was great i guess.
i came up with something.
having too much free time on your hands=you think too much about what you think is going to happen=scary thoughts= worrying yourself=TOTALLY STUPID.
-_-"
seriously, i dont deserve to have so much free time on my own.
hahaha.
occupy them. :))

and seriously, go watch the Dark Knight.
its awesome!!
went to watch with zahidah stella andy pri faiz and priya bf.
was one of the most serious movies ive been to so far.
got hushed when 'somebody' screamed. hahahahahha!
wasnt me...
the movie theatre uh. got problem with me.
make the aircon so cold... basket.

today at school...
hrmm...
stayed back to do csas.
but before tht we were walkng arnd asc building to look for kok kian's hard disc.
and csas...
im the only girl in my grp.
how 'wonderful'.
hahaha. but its the same ol' fpath mates. so its good.
oh except for one but yea. its still good.
hopefully get an A. -_-"

i just cant wait to get all my projects done with.
then can really mug for exams.
oh the thrill.
the sweet sound of short circuit neuron transmitters.
bahaha.
damn it. im going to fry my brain again.

flying?

2008-07-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

oooo...

2008-07-23T11:05:00.002+08:00

i dont know why my head is still hurting.
uh head, you can stop hurting now. the datelines are over...

aimm

2008-07-23T00:45:00.003+08:00

oh.
aimm lab report.
made our heads explode.
seriously i cld feel my brain cells dying just now at the library.
cheryl jen and me{yea its supposed to be I but whatever), were caught up in doing aimm lab reports.
oh my god i tell you we were on the verge of giving up.
ahahaaa.
but then decided to just call people up and ask arnd. -_-"
hahahhaa. why didnt we think up of tht sooner?
hahahhahaa.
anyway it was fun.
staying back and hanging out a bit at school.
hehehe.
yey tomorrow.
good morning!

remembering.

2008-07-19T19:57:00.007+08:00

browsing through youtube when i have three tests coming up nxt week.
nyiaahaa. study later.
i just slept for 12 hours straight.
hahaha. thats more than enough for this lazy bugger.
going to start probably at ten.
then stress my head up.
fry everything inside it. last minute work.
oh the thrill.

ok. compare this video by flyleaf with tht of paramore's.
acoustic versions.

i think their high pitched voices are awesome.
hahahhaa. but i prefer paramore's.
but flyleaf screams like whoa!

and this.

notice how her mouth moves differently than the music?
hahaha. whatever it is, i still love her music.

damn it! i love acoustics.

toodles!

i just saw something gay.

2008-07-18T18:08:00.004+08:00

hahhaa.
oh my god!
i went browsing through friendster and i saw something gay man.
hhahahaha. one of my friend and another person who i dont know.
haahhahaa. but it left me speechless.
damn funny.

and well, yesterday i just found out kok kian know who i find cute.
aha. no big deal, come to think abt it.
i bet almost everyone who has been i the same lt as the troop knows. hahaha.

today wasnt as good as i expected it to be.
:((
sadly.
yea.
and todays friday.
two days until i get to go out again.

haiz...
in the meantime, three quizzes next week!
yey.. -_-"
something to do over the weekends.

am at school.
and i think the guy infront of me just farted through his mouth.
nyiahaha.

seriously, i love paramore's acoustics. hahaha. hayley has such awesome vocals.
:))

helluva week.

2008-07-17T23:32:00.004+08:00

its been one heckuva week and i still got one more day to go.
friday!!
my favourite day ever!
wooooo!

so labs this week were LONNNNNNGGGGGGGG.
biochem lab was draggy.
and i was freaking blur halfway through.
had to go out to eat quite a few times.
because i havent eaten lunch!
nyiahaha.
and aimm.
wah.. draggy also.
had to wait for incubation stuff for up to half an hour long.
so while waiting for it to incubate or whatever it is we were supposed to do, went to play games with heider. yea. like little kids.
wah... he got this very irritating thumb game which he always wins. i didnt even get the game la damn it!
and then played that thumb wrestling thing.
that was fun... my hand still hurts.
oh yea. after that arm wrestling.
hahahaha.... and lastly, heider suggested we disturb miss rozi.
asked her all her private life questions.
"cher, how many children u got? 2? how old? what school you went to? which jc were u from? how old are you? how olds your husband? how long have you been married? etc etc."
wahahahah... and so on. we can come up with millions of questions and i bet she will be very happy to answer. :)) i just know she would. nyiahahaha. everyone does.
fun la. disturb her. imagine poh poh.
hahahaha... first question, cnfrm he ask for MATRIC CARD.
thats his job man.
take matric card and admire the students' faces.
or whatever it is he does with them.

argh!
if you guys think this week is chiong week, wait till 2 weeks time where all the quiz 2 come barging into your life. :))
cheers to that.
night all.

japaneseeee?

2008-07-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

seriously, im considering learning jap.
IKIMASHO!! hahaha. yea.
finally i learnt a word today. means let's go.
and during pct i was busy reading aloud this jap book i took off huili's table.
i sad seyh... somebody said my jap sucks.
and no its not huili.
hahahahaa.
no worries la.
im turning japanese soon. -_-" ?? wtf.
hahaha.
talking nonsense.

oh yea.
i just realised how fat ive become over these two weeks.
i need to lose weight man.
like serious weight.
look at my hips! its freaking huge.
dammmmmmn itttt.....
been eating fried food lately.
awwww... im just hungry. :))

i need to exercise.

2008-07-12T19:52:00.003+08:00

i feel i need to lose weight.
and you probably feel like whacking me for saying that. haha.
but i do la.
need to walk around school more...
like what me, alice and jen call it : SUBSIDING...
hahhahaa. nonsense but its damn funny.
everytime either one of us get lazy, we'll be like, walk la.... subside.... you just ate a lot just now.
hahaha. how motivating.
:))

and the face wash i bought yesterday, im believing it would work better than the rest.
can feel a bit of difference after every wash. as recommended by jessica pang huimin. hahahaha.

oh.
got to go study now.
fpath, biochem and aimm quizzes next week.
wooooo.
how nice.
i think im going to sit beside the genius in my class. hahaha.
right....

p.s. i dont talk to strangers.

2008-07-11T15:47:00.003+08:00

i love this song la.
hahhahaa.
simple words + awesome vocals + catchy tune = HELL YEAH!

anyway... im at school right now.
not going to study around here today. i didnt bring any notes to refer to.
didnt talk much today.
hahaha. just laughed a whole lot.
if only there arent any project presentations next week.
damn it!
mgen then got pct.
screwed up.
wah seyhhh.... aiya! im loving it la.
-_-"

i think im mad.

oh and yesterday stayed back till the library closes.
studied biochem topic 7.
then sprint to toilet with stella.
hahaha. i tell you lucky the floor was clean.
after we reach already, we sat on the floor like retards, laughing our ass off.
omg. that was fun.

and today, i watched how 'skilled' jess is at eating and ice cream on stick.
huahua.
i seriously cannot do such things. sure melt...

then there was andy. amazed with the eraser dust.
ahhahaha. she ah.
erase until the dust become one ball. hahhahaha.
fun right... i draw then she erase.

today rocked in its own, sick way. :))

heee ho!

2008-07-08T19:36:00.002+08:00

oooooo.... i saw that engine guy at my school today.
wahahaha. i nvr really got to see his face but somehow when i see him i just know thats the guy i always smile to and would get a smile back in return.
it makes my day somehow.
kinda nice.
maybe one day i should go up and say hi.
bahahahaa.
when i gather that much courage ok?
:p

so, we actually rushed to the bus stop just now.
stella was like "eh!! number 2!!"
i didnt even know la who number two was and when i saw who he was im like
"cheh! made me run for that guy?" -_-"
haizzz... nvm. exercise for the day.

and after school i studied aimm.
i seriously thought that that timothy was going to come along!
omg! im freaking pissed.
i waited for half an hour then my friends came and im like ok great! company!!
then i txted him, an hour or so later he was like "huh?!... just woke up"
argh!!!
im going to chop off all his hair tmr.

but then after i finished studying i bumped into that engine guy... huahua.
:D

bored.

2008-07-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

im bored.
and i thought today would turn out to be a good day.
feel so cheated. argh!

monday!

2008-07-07T17:01:00.004+08:00

mondaaaaaaaayyyyyy.
i was feeling fine.
fine fine fine fine fine.
first thing in the morning, went library to so-call read up on my fpath.
then went down, bumped into zahidah, andy, faiz, melvin and fareed.
and faiz voluntarily circled the slides to study and gave me all the answers! wooooo!
hahahaha. afetr he told me, im like "cheh!! make me stress so much!"
fpath tutorial quiz was fine fine fine.
after that dread dread dread over csas quiz.
but it turned out okay.
so now im back to fine.
wahahaa.
just bored.
am at school. planning to stick around here until i finish that glycolysis topic.

yeaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
after that got loads more to go.
ah shittos.
-_-"

oooo. im at library.
bobo is sitting opposite me yo.
wahahaha.
but ah.
its JUST BOBO.
phish! :p

shake it!

2008-07-05T11:46:00.002+08:00

catchy stuff. hahaha.
i just saw the last few seconds on television just now.

final words...
SHAKE IT LA!

friday already?

2008-07-04T19:23:00.005+08:00

so its friday today.
awwww.. friday already? this week went by fast. and so were the weeks before this.
kinda sucks la.
anyway, i just got home from an evening with stell and jess.
wah fun. went to ramen ten.
ate sushi... first time i ate something raw man.
like real raw. like salmon raw. like really really orange salmon raw. hahahaha.
from now on, i will eat cooked food. at all times no matter what!
except for fruits la duh.
and then went popular but before that this convo took place on the escalator.
jess: eh popular got storybooks not uh?
me: yea! got a lot!!
jess: oh that show showing this sunday right?
me and stella were like freaking blur.
jess: yea!! lord of the rings!
wtf?!
get it? no? hahhaa. too bad la. read again.

so reached popular already jess went alone to find her stuff.
then stella and me looking through the cd section.
abeh got this one cd on the top rack and stella was like " eh matata, can u reach that?"
and i was so dumb la i tried to go reach for that thing. its not that high up but neither am i.
lucky jess came. she was like "eh here got what."
she took the cd from the table behind us. -_-"!!!!

after that to starhub buy bluetooth and thats abt it.

im actually quite surprised by what i found out today la. stell and jess dont think of the stuff that i think of. hahhaaha. wow...

and to a certain person right, make my life so miserable. make me think so much ah...
nevermind...
"karma will kick you in the butt" remember?
:))

wooop.

2008-07-03T19:34:00.002+08:00

have fun. :))

and my all time favourite. haahhaa!

whose line??

2008-07-01T23:09:00.004+08:00

omg i just love whose line is it anyway!!
ahahahaha.
on monday i came sch a little too early.
and tht day was the most sleepiest ive ever been on a school day la!
so went lib, watched youtube.
watched whose line, got rizal to come down too and we were laughing like nobody's business at the back of the comp area la. hahahahaa.
such funny stuff they do!
"hillbillies and italians are too close!"
wtf? hahahhaha.

awww man.
i think im gg to have youtube-ing sessions every monday morning.
booze up my day.
and spain won!
doesnt really matter la who won, i support both teams anyway.

and yesterday...
oh my goodness yesterday.
was fun.
some high-spirited ghost got into us.
hahahaa. and we were laughing like mad.
wahaaa. was fun. come lecture laugh.
lecture end, still laughing.
during lecture also laugh laugh.
happy people. cant blame us.
:p

and jorden tan ah, i think you should give up.
you deserve a better one.
hahahha.

ehhhh...

2008-06-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

eh! im sick of pimples breaking out la!
aarrrrggggghhhhhhhhh.
bloody random la suddenly write abt pimples.
ah well, chatting with jorden on how to get rid of acne scars.
he probably knows more abt skincare then i do la.
hahhaa. and thats a good thing. :))

and ive been feeling confused these past two days.
some subject mix up.
and some other stuff that has nothing to do with subjects.

i am just confused.
period.

my mind's made up.

2008-06-26T02:04:00.002+08:00

ive made up my mind.
NO SLEEP TONIGHT!
hahaha. yea, tmr after school can sleep all the way till 5 in the morning.
i shld get going. watch germany and turkey.
oh my god... did i tell you everywhere i went just now either 'germany' or 'turkey' cld be heard from a bunch of guys.
and then got one guy so enthu somemore. in the LIFT! wtf? he was like talking to his friend saying... " if tonight turkey wins, im going to wear my turkey shirt tmr!!"
seriously, who gives a f***?
can wear turkey PJs to school la if anyone even cares.
ah well... was practically starving in school just now.
hahaha. da bao/tapao[however its spelled.:))] peanut butter and jelly sandwich just now. 2 slices of bread. wah... damn hungry la the whole day.
but we got 2 hours break due to aimm lab being only a short session.
went arnd school go buy what u guess. LOLLIPOPS!
:)) yea... like that can fill my huge stomach.
so far, im proud we saved money by not buying food each day.
i spell it tapao but jess' spells it da bao...
so either ways...
BEKAL-ing rules.
[thats tapao/da bao in malay.]:))

pasta.

2008-06-22T02:34:00.003+08:00

ate two bowls of pasta.
one was in the evening.
the other one right before i slept just now.
ahhh damn it.
youll see my fatass when school reopens.
perfect la.
so much for wanting to lose weight.

and now i feel like puking. hahaha.
i just remembered i didnt dirnk any water after eating that.
then read read read go sleep.
and when i woke up, my throat tasted like ewwww...
imma go brush later la.
after soccer.

netherlands vs russia tonight!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........
holland holland! :))

i actually watched that hannah montana 3d thing just now.
wanted to watch jonas brothers actually. ahahhaa. nick :D
but hes like 16 la. damn it...
nvm lo. doesnt matter right? just watch then.
but the picture ah.. walao!
its for the 3d glasses and i didnt get any.
so it was like wtf? my eyes hurt la belo.
blue and reddish. didnt watch much of the concert.

okay. 245am.
time for live match.
bye! :))

its 4 am.

2008-06-21T04:23:00.002+08:00

4 am.
am still updating. i just woke up.
like two hours ago.
wanted to do project actually. wahhhh...
hahahahhaha.
but yea there is euro on tv. maybe later ill watch.
then again, its croatia and turkey.
no one i know of.

and i am watching meet the spartans right now.
hahahahah!
funny la...
the part where they were headed off to war. hold hands and skip.
wtf?!!! hahaha.

ohhh. and i watched you dont mess with the zohan with jannah just now!
wahahahaa. :))
and when i got home i remembered, we didnt take a single picture.
hahahaha. nvm...
oh my god, the zohan movie has certain funny parts. i wanted to laugh la just now but then the theatre had no one laughing. hahaha.
i laughed already, then realized i was probably the only one laughing.
hahahahaa.
nxt time, we just go ehub.
my friend went there and he said there were a lot of people.
k next movie, GET SMART!
:)) so when are we watching?
haahaha.

after that went swensens.
got treated to merri mint.
ahhh.. i love spearmints.
the greennnn. hahhaa.
k bye! and good morning to all. :))

time to move.

2008-06-19T16:09:00.003+08:00

i want to make another page.
but my brain is still not functioning and so far ive not come up with any decent urls.
at least thats what i think theyre called. urls. hmmm....
hahaha.
it took me a lot of days to come up with an email add that wld please me.
and now this?
maybe wait a month.
hahhaa. am that bad.

im sleepy la....
from yesterday's euro matches.
-_-"
and i learnt some russian players' names too!
next ill probably learn some croatia.
right....
or maybe the weird weird terms in my notes.
oh ya...
brings me to project.
pct!!
havent even started that one.
tonight tonight i shall start on you.
i hope. :))
cds selcetion tmr.
ill probably choose the one that not a lot of people might even consider choosing.
hahaa. funny how the most weirdest things just appeal...

random.

2008-06-17T01:30:00.004+08:00

went shopping today.
ah well, went vivo and then bugis. and i only bought two storybooks.
hahahaha. how great.
one is that MIDDLESEX by jeffrey eugenides and the other is THE 'something' by john grisham.
i forgot the book title by john grisham. hehe. its a word.
but anyway...... decided to read middlesex first.
read it in my brother's room because no one's there and he's not coming home today.
and then went out to the kitchen to do some stuff. mummy came in and saw the book.
later i came in to take it away and she was like " buku aper tu kao bacer?"
(what book is that youre reading?)
me: urm... abt middlesex.
mummy: pasal aper uh? asal ader sex sex?
(whats it abt? why got sex?)
me: hahaa. ader middle jugak. hahahaha. nta blm abes bacer.
(dnt know. havent done reading it.)
[and i quickly walked to my room. avoiding further questions. bahahaha.]
seriously, its not abt sex sex. its sex gender sex.
hahaha. at least thats what i think its abt la. havent read finish. how am i supposed to know.

god i miss reading. i miss the bookstores. i miss searching for a good read.
such a nerd. hahaa.

some days back he chatted me up.
i couldnt be happier. not because i missed him or anything.
but because i dont have the same feelings i used to have.
those were the days when i was sixteen. but im not sixteen anymore am i. hahaha.
i can safely say, from that moment on, I FINALLY GOT OVER HIM. confirmed. hahahaha.
took quite some time la.
a lot of time. hahaha. especially the time when we just finished that major exam.
that period was the worst. i was at home most of the time.
was alone.
wasnt working.
who else was i supposed to think abt.
oh by the way, he wasnt my bf. hahaha.
we just didnt click when it all comes to an end.
ok. i shldnt be talking abt it anymore right?
he's out of my life.
and im glad it stays that way. :))

and i like this song.
Thats Not My Name - The Ting Tings

and we're left with 7 days.

2008-06-15T18:11:00.003+08:00

term break is down to seven days.
seven days.
i got to lose like a million pounds by seven days.
mwa ha ha...
ate a bigmc meal while watching soccer. at midnight.
a bigmc meal at midnight.
perfect.
and two plates of pasta before that.
ahahaha...

azee slept over last night.
hahaha.
all in the 'love for euro' right..
yea. :D

damn.
i forgot what i wanted to say.
haha.
forget it.

euro crazy.

2008-06-13T19:05:00.003+08:00

im going bonkers.
over euro.
euro fever... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and im not the only one.
when i dont watch with my brother, ill txt jann jann to keep me company!
wahahaha. man i miss her.
hahaha. yeap2.
even the referee is not spared la.
me: eh, kao tengok ref tu punyer chest. ader sket terbesar eh.
translation: hey u look at the ref's chest. its a bit big right?
jannah: hahaahhahahaha. basket sak! hahahhahahaa.
then when ronaldo scored a goal. oh yea, did i mention we hate ronaldo? hahaa.
so when he scored.
me: kurap!! argh!!!
jann: a'ah. ego dier da start besar ah tu... mcm tetek ref tu.
translation: yea.. his ego is growing bigger la. like that ref's 'chest'
HAAAHAHA! bloody hell la. damn funny.

and yesterday, we were like so not going to watch austria vs polland.
then i saw the players and was like they are soooooooo hot!
hahahhaah.
didnt watch till the end thou.
somebody just had to scare the guts out of me.
seriously... why would anyone want to do that to me.. hahahaha.

ahhhh....
holidays are just too overrated.

euro break!

2008-06-12T13:40:00.002+08:00

first of all, i want to thank my brother for subscribing to the eufa channel.
wahahahaha!
i get to watch the live matches every night!
every night, there are practically two matches being aired.
wooooop wooooooop.
go holland. hahahhaa.
and spain.
oh my god, did i tell you how enjoyable that spain match was.
so interesting to watch laaaa.
a hat trick by david villa and another goal by fabregas.
:D
they rule.
hahahahaha.

well, cant wait for saturday.
holland and spain matches!
how great is that?
like greater than great.
so great it makes great matches look, not great.
hahahaha. k thats dumb.
ripped it off from the longest yard.

i love the longest yard.
hilarious.
adam sandler rocks.
hahaahaha.

p.s. nip tuck nip tuck!
k thats all. :))
toodles noodles.

ehub!

2008-06-09T19:52:00.003+08:00

just got back from ehub exactly two hours ago.
rocks!!
went to watch KUNGFU PANDA with zahidah, stell, jess, melvin, nicholas.
it is so freaking hilarious la!!
i hope i get to watch it again tmr with mummy dearest.
woooo! hahahaha.
and my cousins.
yup yup.

im in love with this song. hahaha.

like finally i could update.

2008-06-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

term tests are over!
my brains are still fried.
stupid aimm.
i read hiv. not a single question on that stinky hiv.
$%$^%&#@#$*&*@!$!!!!!
everybody i talked to was freaking pissed.
thank you guys for sharing the same feelings.
appreciate it.
hahhaa.
ah but wth, fpath fpath!
score score!!
i must be mad.
ah well, i told you i fried my brains anyway.

HOLIDAYS BABY!

2008-06-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

ah well. anyone got a job vacancy?
no im for real. but not until orchard la. near my place. but not so near.
hahhaa.

stuck on wiki.

2008-05-27T17:13:00.005+08:00

am at school.
yea man. have to use computer at school.
home desktop is being such a pain in the ass.
i on it.
then it offs itself.
wah crap.
so... i guess i'll be here for quite awhile la today.
haish.
chiong for fpath.
shit.
i still hate wiki.

ah well. today was...
well. normal.
like yea it feels normal.
hahaha.
then again.
how normal could normal be?
hahaha. filled with laughter.
i want to put up some pictures.
maybe later or next time.
when i get te chance to.
hahhaha. seriously theyre sooo funny.
hahaa.
about some labels we drew during pbl pct lecture.
god that was super boring. the pbl lecture.
ahhh... hopefully i make it till the end of term test.
hm...

ive been looking through tons and tons of pictures for necrosis.
but all of them are just so gross can?
i asked for necrosis!
not a bleeding brain with cerebral haemorrhage!!
haiyo.

and im wanting to lose weight. hahahaha.
noticed ive gained quite a lot of weight.
either that or the scale is a bit off.
oh my.
thunder thighs.
damn huge laaaaaaaa.
:'((
and
tmr.
is going to be a short day.
hahaha.
one hour of everything.
dammmmmmn.

sweating in the library.

2008-05-23T17:25:00.004+08:00

before anything else.
sum41's video.
woooo. i love this song.

okay. so about the sweating thing, hahahaa, went to play table tennis just now with phyllis, linxi, timothy, ji hao? (i have no idea how you spell that) and chris.
was fun fun fun fun fun. wasnt really using the table that much. hahaha.
playing tennis?
first i played against jihao. yea because he was like "eh, i challenge you later!"
like a few times already so... why not?
hahahhaa. bad idea. seriously. i dont even know how to serve tht small ball la! hahaha. then he taught me, dont know correct or not, got a feeling its not. haaaa.
doesnt matter. then he joined chris and challenged with phyllis and linxi. so i played against timothy. omg. it was damn hilarious la.
SERIOUSLY, we both suck at it. but but but... cant deny it. he's worse than me. nyiahahaha.
and again, the table wasnt really in use while we were playing. hahahaa.
we were like laughing all over the table and he was like doing this funny funny hand moves. again, 'nice dance'. NUDGE NUDGE NUDGE. haha.
more like badminton.
and then i just remembered, cca is in an lt. oh my god! i am so going to stink later in the lt.
-_-"
die man. sweat smell.
lucky sweat smell, it would have been worse if it was like bad body odour. urmmm... have tho rethink that maybe. haha. shoooots!

and today's lunch was great. ahhaha. somehow it felt great.
even though it was the same almost every other day.
i still miss being around everyone. :'((
hehehe.

random random: i just cut my own hair again. hahahaha. im loving the feeling of it.
and i told rizal. he was like "next time i see you, you tell me you shaved half of your hair off!" hahhaa.

oh oh!
david cook won american idol.
YEYYYYYY!
hahaha.
k done.

and i realise i just cant enough of sum41. hahaha.
theyre great.

reply me already!

2008-05-19T10:16:00.005+08:00

wah... i am still waiting for that ms hor's reply to an an invite to me!
irritating seyh!
want me flood her mailbox is it until she replies me.
so damn pissed la everybody has already started doing their second assignment and i am still waiting for the freaking invite.
STUPID FPATH! STUPID WIKI!

blitzkrieg bop rules. nyiahahaa.

awww. three days. ill miss everyone for three days.

2008-05-16T21:29:00.004+08:00

got a long holiday.
until monday. hahahaa. okay okay. its not tht long la.
but still, id prefer going to school.
hahaa. yea.

biochem2 quiz 1 was okay i guess.
still sucked. but im hoping for at least at least a pass.
hahahaa.
actually wanted to read off andy's paper but her handwriting too small.
so cannot. she sat diagonal to me. so yea. haish.
anyway, faiz sat beside me and fareed behind him.
hahahaha. mixed up the calculators.
funny ah.
and after the test i got to know fareed actually read off my paper.
-_-"
doesnt matter as long as no one suspects anything.

and mgen tutorial we had this class test. as usual.
open book. hahaha. me and linxi were like discussing infront of the tutor. hey the man doesnt mind it.
neither do we. duh.

anywayyyy...... TODAY WAS GREAT!
there was ccn day and everybody was walking around and the entrance of asc was smoking with grilled food.
hahhahaa. this year ones uh, everything also they sell.
u want a pet, they sell fish.
want food, omg they sold a lot of them.
want plants, they sold plants.
it was awesome.

and just now after school while buying mcflurry, fidelia pinched my butt.
hahahahaha!
long time never touch my butt right?
:p
i miss hanging out with them this week. usually im with my class.
but today rocks because its all lectures and only one tutorial.
so i get to spend time with my class and my friends!
woooop wooop!
and was eating all the way through lecture.
man i love fridays. :))
later.

im sleepy and im not where im supposed to be.

2008-05-15T09:41:00.007+08:00

at school right now.
class starts at 12.
hahaha.
moron.

whoever created johnson and johnson products was a genius. :))

and now i got to type in a little longer so that this youtube video is not blocking the tagboard.
hahaha. oh man, i love russell peters' standups.
damn funny la i tell u.
hahahahaa.
i can like watch the jokes over and over again.
and still not get bored of it.
nyiahaha.
cant seem to find more new ones. tehheeeeeee.

and i think i need to type in just a little longer.
hahahahahaa.
hahahahahaa.
yea.

today was good.

2008-05-14T18:47:00.004+08:00

omg. i love love love love today!!!
ahahahahahaha.
even though i dont really get to hang out with my friends much.
i made new friends too i guess. hahahaha.
my class is not as bad as i thought it would turn out to be.
hahaha. theyre great people yo!
seriously.
:)) but that doesnt mean that i would ditch my friends. i wouldnt do tht okay.
pangseh everyone.
i love my usual friends. hahaha.
i love my friends. hahahhaa. feel like showing some loooooooove to everyone today.
hahahahhaha.
omg. labs were awesome. even though i almost fell asleep for mgen lab.
hahahhaa. somehow i managed to wake up and stay up for tht three hours.
and me and linxi were blurring out while phyllis was doing everything. ahahhaa.
ooooops.

and the boys were making fun of kok kian being gay.
and he was blushing. hahahaha.
nice guy. can bully. nah. just kidding.
i dont bully okay.
then went to itas not to eat, but to do hmk.
hahahhaha. ftw?!
and handed it in. biochem lab report DONE!
DONE DONE DONE!

and i walked down the stairs.
bumped into timothy.
omg. hahahhaa. him tying his shoe seems like such a dangerous thing.
he stopped at the end of the pathway to bend down and tie it, and a boy with a bicycle nearly hit his head.
im like, wtf?!?!
hahaha. and he was like "yea tying my shoelaces had always been dangerous"
hahahaha.
and my mouth felt dry. omg, just wished i didnt have any funny funny smell just now.
-_-"
hahaha.

and did i tell you my lockers padlock is such a...BImbo.
hahaha.
actually wanted to say something else but hahaha.
no no.

feeling down a bit.

2008-05-13T20:33:00.004+08:00

today i feel like im practically alone in everything.
i went to biochem lecture alone. then after that went to pct alone.
haish.
and after school also i alone. in aimm tutorial also i alone.
of course not literally la but i feel alone.
biochem was literally.
pct i went with phyllis and the rest of the classmates. :))
and um.. aimm too. obviously.
but it just wasnt the same. if only everyone went like we always do.
then lunch. walked in the hot sun alone to the prata shop. how come nobody told me anything?
im just, not being myself today.

:'((
and i hate it.

fpath quiz on monday!

2008-05-12T18:10:00.003+08:00

school started off with an fpath quiz in the early morning. ten oclock can?!
wahhhhh!!
but it was all good.
didnt suck that bad. finished early.
went for brunch with alice, kok kian and jason.

and then csas tutorial.
omg. i love csas tutorials.
hahaha. for just now at least. and the tutor ah...
omg the tutor i tell u. i was always picked on when asked to give answers. hahaha. not that i mind la.
but just now i really didnt know what the answers were and she was like " just try..."
and i said : urm.... give?say? and uh... regards? hehehehe. encouragement and ummm help? hehehe.
tutor: hahahahaa!!!
me: eh!!! dont laugh la!! hahaha.

then she laughed even more and im like "shit... confirm wrong confirm wrong"
beh kok kian just had to ask me when the tutor was still laughing and i was freaking blushing like mad.
"eh, so whats the answer ah?"
took my csas book and cover my face seyh. and linxi kept on laughing.
thanks eh.
hahahahaha. but it was good.

and oh oh!
the bustrip just now was freaky la.
had these two to three big guys blocking the way and my stop was reaching like reaaaaalllllllllyyyyy.
and im like talking to stella "eh, i scared seyh want to ask them to move a bit.
hahaha. and she is so not helping.
she said: yea uh. skali u ask them excuse me they beat u.
im like... haiya die!
hahaha.

but it was all good. they evntually got a seat right before my stop.
thank god!
seriously, one of their friend saw me staring at his freind's arm already and i quickly look away.
-_-"

i love to talk.

2008-05-09T23:12:00.006+08:00

seriously i do love to talk. but sometimes, i just dont know what to talk abt.
is it the right place to say such things? will i offend anybody?
i think by the time i finish thinking abt what i want to say, everybody change topic already la can.
hahahaha.
so im hoping i get better at impromptu things.
then one day i cld like just go up to someone i really want to get to know and say hi.
and bla blah blah.
hahahaha. yea, like im not doing tht now already.
but thats the funny thing. hi then FULLSTOP!
what to say next?? im such a dummy on talking. hahaha.
just be yourself? hmmm...
dont even try to think up of anything funny. itll be just trying too hard. then for in my case, itll just be some lame shit.
hahahaa. gawd.
i know.
hahaha.

and just now, i almost slipped in SEAAAAAAAfood.
i turned and was like "HEY!! SEAAAAA...."
then like oh shit!!
but lucky the song playing quite loud. and then he also always never pay attention.
so then i quickly called his name. ahahhaa. oooooooops.
almost.
lucky i didnt.
hahaha.

and omg.
lectures just now were so boring.
break time, we ran to cheers. hahaha, damn cute la.
i think it would have been faster if we just walked throught the concourse like we always do. the waiting time for the lift was just too long.
hahaha.
then run there, walk back. -_-"
come back with some snacks. woooooooo!
concentrate better when you have more energy. hahaha. yea right.

know what?
i dont feel like myself when i write LOL.
hahaha. seriously.
cuckoo.
hahaha.
RANDOM!

hm. oh yea! i actually ran thorughout engine school just now. to look for a sandwich vending machine and we had only ten minutes break.
so me and phyllis ran here and there. feels good to be running.
like, theres no care to the world. hahaha.

awwww... man.
today rocks.

fpath is still sucking.
sucks.
suckish.

hahaa.

2008-05-09T18:19:00.004+08:00

am at the library waiting for seven oclock to come. man i love youtube.
hahahaha. been watchng japanese pranks from just now. ahahaha.
lucky library not a lot of people. if not they probably think i am mad.

well, we got our fpath assignments back and it was horrible la. omg!!!!
try again next time?
yea?

thursday at school.

2008-05-08T22:08:00.004+08:00

lab again today.
firstly, today was like such a bad bad tudung day.
had apel at 8. -_-"
then 7.30 i still at home fixing tudung. hahaha. but i wasnt late late.
just on time. woooooo.
actually we were early because dr lee wasnt there.
yea. now im starting to call him dr lee. because he never takes us for labs anymore.
the man deserves some respect right at least.

so anyway, apel was great as usual. funny fun fun fun. always. :D
after that i got 3 hours break.
went to eat at the prata shop. bought thosai but i didnt finish it because so salty and i wasnt really feeling too good to eat. hahah.
oh and theres this guy outside school who was handing out flyers on global warming.
that killed my appetite even more.
but today wasnt so bad. it wsnt so hot. like the previous days.
STOP GLOBAL WARMING!
everyone will pay the price if its not put on brakes now.

oh. and lab.
lab was great. seriously fun.
and tutorials. omg. i loved my tutorial just now. even though i came in 15 mins late. hahaha.
but woooo, i still love it.
ada pandangan yang sangat 'mencairkan' directly di hadapan tempatku.
hahhaa. my malay is getting worse. its been two years since i wrote anything down in proper malay. hahaha. gosh.
seriously, tutorials are great.
if you know what i really mean. if dont know, dont bother asking. :p

after that met up with stella and went to itas.
somebody wanted to see seafood but he wasnt there.
sorreh uh. wrong info. hahaha.
they cheat my feelings too okay.
hahaha.
i thought the boys were going itas.

i stayed at school till like 6.
but it was all good.
i was quiet the whole time.
still thinking about that flyer that boy handed out earlier on.
mine got oil on it so i threw it away.
-_-"

who needs weekends. lol.

2008-05-07T18:07:00.003+08:00

seriously, i get bored on weekends.
whats more to say. probably just stay at home and do nothing but watch tv and grow fat.
-_-"

right now, i feel like im dreaming.
school's great. after school is as usual i guess.
and i think im the only weirdo who's having fun around school.
hahhahaa.
seriously. why is everyone grumbling so much?
hahahaha. oh.. ok maybe besides the stupid assignments.

and i miss watching tv.
hahaha. well not really.
been busy with school stuff.
like finally the fpath assignment is done.
how i hope there wouldnt be a change of groups for future assignments. hahaha.
but i think there will be.
hm... :'((

lab today was okay.
wasnt really jumping up and down abt it.
and know what, my lab instructor for mgen is that teacher.
the one that always go to our oc and pipc lecture in 1.1.
what the........
-_-"
i really dont know what to say.
haish.
hahaha. but he okay la. not fierce at all.
thinking abt it, its not that bad. hahaha.
besides the fact that i got to get a place dekat depan orang tuuuuu. like, betul betul dekat depan.
lol! oh man, 'somebody' is going to so be kicking my ass tmr at school.

and oh yea.
fpath is still shit.
assignment one done.
now time for assignment two.

p.s: if i were to ask you what song is nice, please dont tell me anything by secondhand serenade. i dont listen to very slow slow songs thank you.
:))

i think its nice.

2008-05-05T20:00:00.006+08:00

i just listened to a song from Beck and i find it sooooo nice.
sample of one.

hahaa.
and i miss being sarcastic.
time to get back in touch with the sarcastic self again.
i started with today.
on my tutor!
wahahaha. of all people.

tutor:your name is mashitah right?
me: yea.
t: sounds japanese. are you like half japanese?
m: yeaaa...
t: oh?
m: isnt it obvious??

and by that time, phyllis and my tutor were already giggling to themselves.
ahaha. at least some people appreciates sarcastic humor.

a little better.

2008-05-04T13:32:00.003+08:00

know what i just realised?
everything just feels like its going to end when you have a problem.
but once you find a way out of it, it gets better.
and you feel normal again. :))
oh yea. its getting hotter nowadays.
global warming.
do your part or else itll be like we're killing oursleves.
everything abt the greenhouse gases are brought on by humans.
so its mainly our own fault.

orientation.

2008-05-02T17:21:00.014+08:00

even though i just wrote an enttry yesterday, i kinda forgot abt my orientation on the previous day. lol.
what the...
cca orientation was hyped up.
even though it was only in the lt, but you really can feel the energy and all the good vibes.
know what i mean?
yea. its that kind of feeling that makes you feel right at home and all cheered up when you leave.
yep. so cheered up that i actually said 'thank you' to an uncle in the bus.
like out of the blue.
i was seated inside and the bus was reaching my stop. so i stood up and the uncle got off his seat. i know youre supposed to say thank you anyway but it was like so late in the night and everybody is like tired from work or whatnots.
so its like supposed to be a kinda moody atmosphere kind of thing yknow?
and im like so chirpy and was like "THANK YOU!"
walao! hahaha. but it was good. ive never felt happier.
funny how such small things really matters the most.

and today is an EFF-ing day.
zahidah, stella, andrea and priya.
hahaha.
omg... i need to get my brains washed.
seriously.
some not happy with bobo.
yea... 'some'. hahaha. keep effing all the way to kfc. wasnt it such an effing good trip?!
haha. and some not happy with other matters.
it was like, just let it all out.
cuss all you want day. :D

and well. lecture was awesome. awesome awesome awesome.
and no i dont literally mean the lectures.
i meant the surroundings. lol. always had been abt the surroundings.
some more today friday. feel so slacked.
hahaha. omg. i love fridays. especially when he's there. and he was there today.
wooooooooooooooo!!!!!
talked to me.
hahaha. k enough enough.
before i drooooooool too much.
lol.
and i noticed right, his tshirt a bit um... tight on him today.
hahaha. yea. and that proabably made like 3/4 of my day.
and that stella uh. come only to see seafood's.... BACK!!
hahahaa. funny sia.
hey. sexyback right?
come lecture and drool.
lectures are just an excuse to drool.
drooling sessions.
okay. stop. enough already. lol.
and zahidah. haha. we were just excited for her. hahaha. yunnam yunnam!
keep the text coming yea.
oh yea talking abt texting.
my free sms are running real low. i might have just used up every single one of them too. omg. that bad. yea.
so please...
just call me. i really dont mind.
if not then, dont be surpirised if i call you after you texted me okay?
hahaha. yea im serious!

ahahhaha!

and well, sometimes i just try to be nice.
but, if dont like means dont like.
dont want means dont want.
im not going to lie. i wont put up a front just so that everyone is happy.
im sorry but it wasnt any of my intention to hurt.
im just happy with how i was.
get the hint.

sometimes its just fun isnt it to make someone think you like him but you really actually dont?
and then to see the person's reaction infront of you. being all awkward and youre like "HEY!!!" just like how a normal friend would do. hahhaha.
that's where people start to think youre not shy of anything. and plus, you just might get treated a little better than how youre used to.
but if that person gets big headed, just talk about how that other guy is superhot.
who knows, you might just find out that the person is a little jealous.
but it really leads to nowhere. or somewhere else. depends who really. anyway, there's like no proof of you ever liking the person. you never told him or anything.
and if you were to say no, its the truth.
hahahaha.
just for the fun of it.

but right, what happened outside that lt the other day was just "omg... so shy can?!"
because i actually had a little crush on that person and i cldnt lie by saying NOOOOO!!!
grrrrrr!! hahaha.

different people just have different ways of having fun. i find playing with your mind is amusing. pretty amusing. :))

and on a totally random, opposite note. im in love with this song.
:))

hahaa. can?

may day?

2008-05-01T15:50:00.005+08:00

whats May day for anyway?
why are we having a holiday?
i want to go school can? hahhaa. blueks.

ok ok.
so yesterday morning met seafood. wow... first thing in the morning hang out with seafood. how cool. hahaha.
and i had this eight hours break.
went to use the internet on the second floor with phyllis for like one hour?
yea. then went to lunch with rizal.
seriously, kfc food is not filling. but yea...
nvm la.
then believe it or not, we went to the big bookshop. hahaha. yea. so random.

after that i was alone after two.
tried to read my fpath notes but its just useless.
i cant get anything through my head. so decided to go out of the library to take a breather.
dont know what made me go to level 6 comp lab.
bumped into alice! hahaha.
so for the rest of the time, i was with her until her lecture started at 6.

and yea. school kind of sucked when youre all alone.
my friends went to andrea's place.
soooo goood.
they all no school.
hmph!
but nvm.
hahaha.
my day ended well.
really really well.
:))
and im over the moon.

ive got nothing better.

2008-04-26T12:06:00.012+08:00

hhhaa. morning all.
ah well. its 12.10pm.
hahhaa. but i just woke up.
today is tv day and night!!
wooooooooooo!

man, i seriously love lectures.
we were laughing at the lecturer yesterday, yet he just ignored us and continued talking. how great is that? he rules.
hahhahahaa!
ms zhang doesnt mind la!!
oh ya, did i tell you ms zhang is a mister?
lol.
so mean yet so funny.
should have more biochem lectures. hahaha.
not that they arent any fun. but two hours of biochem lectures, confirm got one part that everyone wouldnt be paying attention.
attention span: 30 minutes.
so half of the time we were giggling about random random stuff plus the lecturer.
huahuahua.
a7b4 friends just nvr make me bored. :))

oh oh! and yesterday i saw this guy at school who has a resemblance to torres. as in fernando torres!
omg.
i was tucking on peytons sleeve but she was occupied with talking to bobo.
whhhhaaaattt!!
shld have turned la you!!
that guy was way hotter la. hahhahaa.
and he was wearing a hairband. :))
how cute.

loving the song.

how was i supposed to know?

2008-04-25T17:33:00.003+08:00

again.
like i said, sometimes i just blurt things out.
sorry if it wasnt supposed to be blurted out.
really am.

other than that last thing i blurted out today, the rest of the day was great!
i seriously wish i didnt say that.
did it because 1)he was walking off. 2)i forgot what i wanted to say when he looked at me. 3)i just didnt think it through.

seriously, ill make up for it somehow okay.

haish...
and oh yea.
lucky today lecture ended early.
i dont want to have to go to a drill exercise.
hahha.
poly still want drill exercise.
suree... not.

toastmaster?

2008-04-24T19:09:00.005+08:00

hahhaa. today is practically the best day ever!
lol.
:))
i made new friends.
i got two new hp numbers in my phone.
i joined a cca.
hahaha. hell yea i did. dont know what got into me, i signed up for the toastmaster thing. public speaking seyhh! hahaha.
that was after school.
hehehehe. i just still cannot believe it. me.
a cca. public speaking?!?!
things sure have changed ever since i got here, havent they?
hahahaha.

and in the morning we me and stella were like having stomachache and the stupid shuttle bus just wouldnt come. so we had to take cab instead. if not die la... apel seyh. hahaha.
anyway, after apel me and stella flushed the toilet like nobody's business. because someone had to fart and her squat flush is just way too high up. hahaha.
next time we borrow that auntie mop la. after you finish flushing the toilet can wipe that thing on her face. she uh... we want to use toilet pun tak senang. sheesh.
she was probably scolding whatever vulgarities she could come up with la.
because we using the toilet so long and she wanted to clean it. i mean. it was already clean. erggghhh...
anyway when i got out and washing my hands, that aunty came beside me with a mop and was like saying something in dialect. i dont understand dialects okay.
speak to me in english or malay please. thank you.
then i just washed my hands and totally ignored her. take my own sweet time walk out.
hahaha. she talk to herself. :))

man. i miss all those stomachache mornings. shld have it more often. lol.

gosh.
today is just a hyper hyper happy happy day.
:))
night all!

a hello doesnt hurt right?

2008-04-23T18:22:00.001+08:00

omg.
i dont know what i just did.
ahahaha. what the hell is wrong with me sia?!
hahahahhaa. anyway.
im still figuring out why did i do that.
lol.
only god knows.

woooo!

2008-04-22T15:38:00.003+08:00

first day of school rocked.
second day of school rocked even harder than the first one!
nyiahahaha.
first day i found out only me and alice were from tbo4. bagosss...
worst part is she's only taking one module with me. lagi bgossssss!
she said can hang out with her sister in class when she not around. but im not really familiar with her sister la... a bit awkward right.
but nvm.
hahahaha. the tb04 girls are jealous of me. nyiahaha.
thats all that matters doesnt it?
hehehehe...
and im jealous of peyton. grrrrr.......
hahahhaa.
takpela.
whatever happens, happens for a reason.
arghhh...
but still. i want to change to tf01 can?
hahahhaa.
just kidding.

and yea today second day.
i love lectures.
and im not complaining abt the lectures with only biotech students.
im loving it loads and loads.
and to peyton, next time call your classmate sit with us can? hehehe.

eh why eh?

2008-04-16T18:19:00.007+08:00

i just said the most weirdest thing out of the blue on monday.
was watching Dirt. and suddenly i blurted out "EWWW!!!!"
and on tv was the blonde sleeping on her bed. nothing gross.
still wondering why i said that. hahaha!
think im losing it.

and then just now i told my friend something and she asked "why?"
as in 'why did i say that'.
it hit me, i didnt know why.
hahaha! so i said i dont know why. just felt like saying it.
and we laughed over it. hahaha. lucky.

and there was this one time when i just lost track of a topic midway and was like "nta.... aku pun tak paham. hehe."
but i bet she is already used to me being confused all the time.
ah well.
life's good when everyone's understanding isnt it?
nyiahaha.

totally random.

this song is somewhat infectious.
haha.

oh and yea.
could you be more obscene? :))

it fits!

2008-04-15T14:47:00.002+08:00

like finally i can fit into my old black pants. like really fit!
wowwww... i lost some fats on my thighs.
hahahaha... great!
wahh... i miss you la old black pants.
plus plus plus, i dont need to fold the bottom part anymore.
somehow it kinda shrunk.
haha. maybe thats the reason why i couldnt fit into it anymore. hrm... hahha.
maybe not.
cld be i gained a whole lot of weight too.
:p

oh.
im hungry.

today is monday. tomorrow is tuesday.

2008-04-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

was actually planning to go to school today. but i woke up at like 12 plus so its tmr then. need to return that library book. argh! go school just to return one book. waste my busfare okay. guess im gg to sit in the library for hours using the free internet there. :)) wooooooo!

oh yea.
man utd won. as predicted but damn it...
was a thrilling game to watch. hahaha. yea thats the good part i guess.
-_-"

bored.

2008-04-12T12:37:00.001+08:00

ah well, its raining.
you know what they say when it rains...
neh actually i dont. teehee.
screw it, im bored.
just a few more days to tahan...
:))

they deserved it.

2008-04-09T17:50:00.003+08:00

i stayed up all night to watch Liverpool vs Arsenal this morning.
you would be on the edge of your seats even from the very beginning and if by the end of the match you dont topple and fall off, good for you.
was really like wow...
anyway, liverpool won. im fine with it. i guess now its down to only epl. hahaha. yea that one also fun.
hah. yea...
12 more days till school reopens.
cheers!

whats happening?

2008-04-08T11:55:00.008+08:00

this morning i slept at around one plus. and i woke up at 5. and when i woke up at five i can feel the sleepiness is still there. so i tried to go back to sleep. but everytime i tried, i feel suffocated. went out of my room, walked around for a bit and hope that i would fall asleep again. yea it worked but what just happenend?
why couldnt i sleep at 5?
its like so weird. this never happened before.
i wish i could get some sleep.
now my head hurts. man i just hate holidays. this is what happens when you have too much free time. everything also hurt. first the left side of my head hurts. then the right. then i feel like i couldnt breathe. but when i dont think about being hard to breathe, im fine. its all in your head. its all in the head.
i want school to start fast la! 13 more days to go.
haish.

what am i supposed to do with 13 days? shop for more clothes maybe.
yea.
want to bring me? hahaha. k no. jk jk.
well. im off la.

SORRY FOR THE VULGARITIES. but hahaha!

2008-04-04T13:36:00.007+08:00

hahaha. here's something that made my day. hahahaha.

youre putting words in my mouth and thats not what i want you to put in my mouth.
the audience, you have filthy minds. he's talking abt skittles. haha!

and this is the original video of uh... him? her? haha.
its dramatic. hahaha.

okay. and this is seth green. hahahaha!

have fun. :))

super.

2008-04-03T14:08:00.003+08:00

im supertired. slept superlate last night. watched arsenal vs liverpool. superfun.
it was a draw! arghhhh... nvm. im superokay with that. hahaa. im bored la.
obvious kan...
oh ya. the electricity went off this morning. somehow when i woke up it was down.
im bored!
i got nothing to write abt right now.
oh well.

9 in the afternoon.

2008-04-02T09:00:00.005+08:00

look at the time. its only 9! im not supposed to be up at 9. hahaha.. or maybe im always still asleep at 9.
man my computer is superweird. sometimes can sometimes cannot.
i think its mad.
i went to back to school yesterday. damn its empty la. except for the people who had orientation i think. felt like it was just yesterday i had mine. hahaha.
yea... the days when i had very very tanned skin. hahaha. i just realised that. the older pictures i was freaking dark la.
maen panas. you didnt know how much i loved the sun.
hahaha. random.
well, one more day down and 19 days left.
correct right? i wish school would open fast.

whispers hello i miss you quite terribly. i fell in love in love with you suddenly.
and theres no place else i could be but here in your arms.

i love that song. even though its been quite some time. :))

and i think this is nice. hahaa. by sum 41's deryck whibley.

BUGIS!

2008-03-29T10:10:00.005+08:00

went to bugis yesterday. me, kakak and ina. hahaha.
got what i was looking for initially. new black pants and sandals.
i cannot fit into my old black pants already!! omg!!! im sooo fat already!
how the heck can i lose weigt on the thighs?!? hahaha. abeh yesterday nothing better to do go and ask peyton. aderla dier cakap.. ill give it a try later olrites, babe?
hahaha. wonder if itll work but hey, its worth the try la..
oh yea, i had to buy pants size 30! haaaa.. can just die. i used to wear 28 but now its 30?! and the pants are longgggg....
feel so short and fat. -_-" holidays holidays. why do i hate you so muchhh...?
oh yea, not only did i have to buy bigger pants, i had to buy bigger sandals too.
they had these size 7 sandals on display then i tried it and it wont fit so i asked for 8. that didnt have any much difference. then tried 9. nine didnt have any much difference either. awwww... that sucks. then have to tebalkan muker ah mintak size 10! size 10! tell me who wears a size ten!?!? thats like freaking big uh!
sheesh... but nvm ah. i didnt regret buying the sandals. love them to bits. haahhaa. ok ok. so before school starts, i need to lose weight. hahha. and probably finish reading about uh half of the notes maybe. hopefully. aimm is worse than hpi. :))
oh yar.
hahaha. and one more thing.
hoodies? i love hoodies! hahaha.
bye.

let's talk about...

2008-03-27T12:17:00.005+08:00

tv. :))
been watching mtv a whole lot. heh. weirdest thing is im actually watching Newport Harbour. hahhaa. thats like laguna beach but the place is now called newport harbour. i even know some of their names and when i watched it yesterday im like " damn it! what happened in the previous episode?!?"
omg, boredom really makes you do weird things.
and i watched rob and big. oh yea. i love that show. its like for no reason why i watch it but i still sit infront of that television set for half an hour just to watch that show. its kinda entertaining i guess.
hrm... and ive been watching a whole lot of chart attack too. oh yea... a whole lot. from number ten to one just ask me, i might just know what song is at that position.
and then there's hiphop countdown. i actually like certain songs in there. k maybe one. and last i saw it, it was at number two. :))
after that there is the spankin' new portion. and right now, the spankin new video is actually mariah carey's touch my body.
i love that song. and uh... haha. i got to say that mariah's body is nice. not too big not too skinny. so yea. its nice. haha.
hrm... then what else what else.
oh yea, super sweet sixteens. liked some. and yesterday they had that Rockin' Sweet Sixteen edition. that was superb. seriously. she got mcr to play on her birthday. and the cake was wow. loved it. but of course, i think its sponsored by mtv. she got into a contest of some sort. but the party is still wow wow WOW!
i loved the bus hahaha. got to see it to know what i mean.
its kinda big. and its kinda white. and kinda decorated with a face on it. ahahaa. yeaa...
i wish i got a bus like that. :p
can i have one for my next birthday? pleassseeeeeee.... nyiahaha.
k bye!
and oh yea. i like this song.
its an old song frm Chicago. hahaha.
but i like it.

[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!

[ANNOUNCER]
And now the six merry murderesses of the Cook County Jail in their rendition of "The Cell Block Tango"

[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!(4X)

[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been thereIf you'd have seen it
[VELMA]
I betcha you would have done the same!

[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!(2X)

[LIZ (Spoken)]
You know how peoplehave these little habits
That get you down.
Like Bernie.
Bernie liked to chew gum.
No, not chew.
POP.
So I came home this one day,
And I am really irritated,
and i'mlooking for a little bit of sympathy
and there's Bernie layin'on the couch, drinkin' a beerand chewin'.
No, not chewin'.
Poppin'.
So, I said to him,I said,
"You pop thatgun one more time..."
and he did.
So I took the shotgun off the wall
and I fired two warning shots...
...into his head.

[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He only had himself to blame
If you'd have been there
If you'd have heard itI betcha you would
Have done the same!

[ANNIE (Spoken)]
I met Ezekiel Young from
Salt Lake city about two years ago,
and he told me he was single
and we hit it off right away.
So, we started living together.
He'd go to work, he'd come home, I'd fix him a drink,
We'd have dinner.
And then I found out,"Single" he told me?
Single, my ass.
Not only was he married...
oh, no, he had six wives.
One of those Mormons, you know.
So that night, when he came home from work,
I fixed him his drink as usual.
You know, some guys just can't hold their arsenic.

[ALL]
He had it coming
He had it coming
He took a flower
In its prime
And then he used it
And he abused itIt was a murder
But not a crime!

[JUNE (Spoken)]
Now, I'm standing in the kitchen carvin' up the chicken for dinner,
minding my own business,
and in storms my husband Wilbur,
in a jealous rage.
"You been screwin' the milkman,"he says.
He was crazy and he kept on screamin',
"you been screwin the milkman."
And then he ran into my knife.
He ran into my knife ten times!

[ALL]
If you'd have been there
If you'd have seen it
I betcha you would have done the same!

[HUNYAK (Spoken in Hungarian)]
Mit kersek, en itt?
Azt mondjok, hogy a hires lakem lefogta a ferjemet en meg lecsaptam a fejet.
De nem igaz, en artatlan vagyok.
Nem tudom mert mondja
Uncle Sam hogy en tettem.
probaltama rendorsegen megmayarazni de nem ertettek meg...

[JUNE (Spoken)]
Yeah, but did you do it?

[HUNYAK]
UH UH, not guilty!

[VELMA]
My sister, Veronica and
I had this double act
and my husband, Charlie,used to travel round with us.
Now, for the last number in our act, we did these 20 acrobatic tricks in a row[Cell Block Tango lyrics on http://links.imeem.com/035392H]
One,two,three,four,five...splits, spread eagles,back flips,flip flops, one right after the other.
So this one night before the show we're down at the hotel Cicero,
the three of us,boozin', havin' a few laughs and
we ran out of ice, so I go out to get some.
I come back, open the door, and there's Veronica and
Charlie doing Number Seventeen
the spread eagle.
Well, I was in such a state of shock,
I completely blacked out.
I can't remember a thing.
It wasn't until later,
when I was washing the blood off my hands
I even knew they were dead.

[VELMA]
They had it coming

[GIRLS]
They had it coming

[VELMA]
They had it coming

[GIRLS]
They had it coming

[VELMA]
They had it coming all along

[GIRLS]
They had it coming all along

[VELMA]
I didn't do it
[GIRLS]
She didn't do it
[VELMA]
But if I done it
[GIRLS]
But if she'd done it
[VELMA]
How could you tell me that I was wrong?

[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They had it coming
[VELMA]
They had it coming
[GIRLS]
They took a flower
[VELMA]
All along
[GIRLS]
In its prime
[VELMA]
I didn't do it
[GIRLS]
And then they used it
[VELMA]
But if I'd done it,
[GIRLS]
and they abused it
[VELMA]
How could you tell me that I was wrong?
[GIRLS]
It was a murder but not a crime

[MONA(Spoken)]
I loved Al Lipschitz
more than I can possibly say.
He was a real artistic guy...sensitive... a painter.
But he was always trying
to find himself.
He'd go out every night
looking for himself and on the way
he found Ruth,Gladys,
Rosemary and Irving.
I guess you can say we broke up because of artistic differences.
He saw himself as alive
and I saw him dead.

[ALL]
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum
The dirty bum, bum, bum, bum, bum

[Group 1]
They had it comin'
[Group 2]
They had it comin'
[Group 1]
They had it comin'
[Group 2]
They had it comin'
[Group 1]
They had it comin'
[Group 2]
They had it comin'
[Group 1]
All along
[Group 2]
All along
[Group 1]
'Cause if they used us
[Group 2]
'Cause if they used us
[Group 1]
And they abused us
[Group 2]And they abused us
[ALL]
How could you tell us that we were wrong?

[Group 1]
He had it coming
[Group 2]
He had it coming
[Group 1]
He had it coming
[Group 2]
He had it coming
[Group 1]
He only had himself to blame.
[Group 2]
He only had himself to blame.
[Group 1]
If you'd have been there
[Group 2]
If you'd have been there
[Group 1]
If you'd have seen it
[Group 2]
If you'd have seen it
[ALL]
I betcha you would have done the same!

[LIZ (Spoken)]
You pop that gum one more time!
[ANNIE (spoken)]
Single my ass.
[JUNE (Spoken)]
Ten times!
[HUNYAK (Spoken)]
Miert csukott Uncle Same bortonbe.
[VELMA (Spoken)]
Number seventeen-the spread eagle.
[MONA (Spoken)]
Artistic differences.

[LIZ]
Pop
[ANNIE]
Six
[JUNE]
Squish
[HUNYAK]
Uh uh
[VELMA]
Cicero
[MONA]
Lipschitz!

stuck at home.

2008-03-26T13:38:00.001+08:00

haish.
im jobless. im school-less for the moment. im bored. i get angry easily. what the hell has happened to my life?

im sooooo bored. so bored it gets kinda pathetic.
sheesh.

well ive been logging in the tp website for no reason. apparently im waiting for some news to pop up but its just stupid because its the holidays.
timetable can upload faster or not uh?!?!
im dying to find out. just because.

suite saturday.

2008-03-24T17:49:00.004+08:00

saturday was AWESOME. except for the having to wake up at seven plus in the morning part. heheh.
saturday was food day. eat eat eat. from the moment we had lunch, i probably ate nonstop.
i dont even remember la what i had for lunch.
hrm... give me a moment.
oh yar. heh. delifrance. how could i forget that. carbohydrates and more carbohydrates. but it was nice. and it was a one day only kind of thing sooo yea. wouldnt harm right to binge eat just for one day.
and oh yea! we got the suite. was nice...
ahhhhh..... everything is just interesting when you got company. :))
the buffet was a bit... uh.. overrated?
the usual food. the usual crappy waiters there. yea.
this kind of people should just crack open their skull. then ill be happy.
but everything was fine again when we got back to the room and ordered room service. 3 plates of fish and chips. the room service food is wayyyyyyyy better than the buffet. seriously.
but it doesnt matter anyway. i had fun.
i gained weight. i didnt get much sleep. but i loved it. :))

kind of down right now.
arsenal lost to chelsea.
wtf.

i want to go back.

2008-03-20T14:09:00.004+08:00

want to go back to school for no reason. can?
hehe.
so went back to school on monday. actually went to school just to photocopy notes. wow... rajin seyh. haha. beats sitting at home doing nothing. ok.
met peyton at bus stop. luckily photocopy shop open if not must go library there. then met Dsquared.
omg yea, Dsquared. he actually came. hahahahah! then we went library used the computers there, so did he.
funny thing was we went to login msn. duh, since using the computer already right. then he chatted me up and im like double you tee eff la...
then i replied, he giggled to himself. mad already la i think.
of course la i can see him, he's like directly behind me. abeh malas nak layan the next pm i didnt reply. nyiahahaha.
then came rizal. he came superearly for a revision lecture. hrm... hahaha.
anyway, i was supposed to just "escort" them to that lt7 where revision is held but i ended up sitting in the lt for like half an hour. hahahaha. their teacher bloody slow la...
last i heard revision was at 4 to 6. that sucks. i would have just gone home.
oh yar!!! then astroboi also got. hahahaha.
heeeeeeeeee....
and i miss that jogging guy man. :((
faham faham je la ok. hehe.

hey my hp bill is going down but its still a bit not there yet. so... anything just call me ok? can can can? freeeee incoming. hehe. yea.
im soooo dead.

and oh yar. i told my mum my result.
that was a real heavy burden taken off my shoulders. ive been dying to tell her. like, die die must tell before thursday.
yea because i find it hard to have fun with trouble in your head. or something that goes like that.
ok so either my results go up or... my trainings go AWAY.
-_-" that awfully sucks.
period.

i want it fast.

2008-03-16T14:45:00.006+08:00

been listening to Cobra Starship lately.
hahaha. obviously. i know the first single i heard from them was awesome.
and so was the second one and the third and so on...
fast songs give me such a rush of excitement. :))
and i was searching up some "old" bands that i use to listen to. all the alternative, indie music. how things have changed. i used to think alternative was what i would LOVVVEEEEE listening to, but recently when they played some alternative on television, im like " urgghh... no."
the alternative music nowadays are kind of slow. the only one that i remember liking was goodbye, goodbye by hot hot heat.
and that too, i forgot hot hot heat was the band name! gawd!
just goes to show how long i didnt listen to their songs. hahaha.
horrible seyh. nowadays like no time to listen to songs like i used to. and nowadays equals up to say.... 3 years? heh.
yea. alternative was so 15 years old. nyiahaha. like real. for me la at least. some people love it ok.

ok.
hmmm...
so holidays, what have i been doing is doodling and doodling.
yea. doodling dolls. doll heads. hahahaha. theyre not really like a state-of-the-art workpiece ok!
just some bored doodles here and there...
and these are what you get. :))

yup. those are just a few for the time being. and this is something to commemorate the good old times..

hehhehe. testing!

2008-03-11T18:44:00.003+08:00

sorry ah beb i took yours. hahaha.

2008-03-07T09:30:00.003+08:00

k. bored bored.
instructions are you're only allowed to answer using the first letter of your name and you cant put your own name for boy/girl name.

Your name: Mashitah
Four words: mad. mushroom. mirror. moron.
State/country: Malibu!
Boy Name: Mark Wahlberg. nyiahaha.
Girl Name: Mischa Barton? hahaha.
Occupation: Menyotong all day. -_-"
Word that describes you the best: M18 future goer. :p !!
Something you can wear: Mask?
Something found in a kitchen: Macaroni.....
Name one object that is so valuable to you: Mozarella. haha. cheese la actually.
Something you shout: MAK KAO!
Something you do at school: mark down notes? hahaha. what the hell.
Name of a friend: erm... Mardhati! hahaha. elooo...
Name of an animal: meercats.
Name of a drink: macchiato!
Name of a holiday: MERRY christmas. heck thats not even the holiday name la.
Name of a subject in school: Maths.
Name of a fast food: McSpicy....
Name of a person you're crushing or had a crush on: M. F________. hahhaa. still 'M' right.
Name of a food you like: McDelivery food. any one will do. heeeeeee.
Name of a food you do not like: urm... mashed potato?
Name of a game: medal of honour.
Name of a flowering plant: um... morning glory. aha!
Name of a shopping mall: none that i know of.
Name of a person you like: the same person on the crush portion. heh.
Name of a person you dislike: aderla ah...
Name of a place in your school: MENSA!
Name of an object in front of you: mouseeeeee. :))

ehehe. have fun.

:))

2008-03-04T09:45:00.007+08:00

FRIDAY

friday was the best day of the week.
early in the morning we actually planned to go to watch a movie right after school.
oh ya school. hahaha. so much for school. it was suppose to start at ten. at ten oclock i was still at my house bus stop. then i msged the girls, they also havent take bus. ahahaha. fated to be friends ah.. hahahahha! one late all late.
gotten used to being late i guess. hehehe.
when i reached school it was already like 10.20am. then msged huijuan, she said class was ending. and zahidah and i were still at the bus stop waiting for stella. hahaha. by the time we got to class, some of the people were leaving. hahhahaa. we just went in, saw our papers, our marks and then thats probably abt it. grrrrrrr...... if i knew i would have just asked somebody to call me and told me my marks.
half an hour only. so friday was OUR last day. yea our. as in... the troop. hahaha. im going to miss them soooooooo much. :'((

ok ok. so after school, like i said we planned to watch a movie. we didnt!
wah cheat my feelings seyh. instead we went to Mc, ate breakfast, and they were off to Sentosa, leaving me alone with alice. hehe. yup.
went around tm and cs with alice and her friend. her friend was soooo quiet la i tell you.
hahahaha. never in my life have i seen someone so quiet, in the presence of a good friend. -_-" kids nowadays... hahaa.

after alice, bumped into fikri, hafiz and a friend who i didnt know but he just said hello like we're old buddies. ahahaha. god i miss them. long time didnt see. couldnt talk much because i was meeting saleha soon. so fikri told me to call him up later that night. so yeap... for awhile only ah because i slept early that night. hahaha. was out basically the whole day, i couldnt keep my eyes open.

okay. met up with sal and mardhati like around 2 plus plus.
and happy happy took 27... supposedly going to sengkang interchange.
hahahah. kay i dont know nuts about where the hell buses are going nowadays. hahhaa. so when they said sengkang inter, i presumed it was the lassssst stop.
but midway came hougang, and they were like "eh... da hougang la..."
i just didnt get it and was like "so? nak g sengkang interchange kan?"
sal: mashh... da hougang. kiter nak g compasspoint.
okay. so maybe that was when it got through my head. and then they told me they didnt know who was going to be there... sad seyhh..
me: siaper2 ader ah?
both: kiter blm sure. whoever cannot make it nanti dorg call aku.
that was seriously unmotivating to hear. hahaha.
olrite... got down the 27 crossed the overhead bridge, was thinking of taking another 27 back. but i called my friend who i believe knows the place better than us. hahaha. yea duh since he lives there. took 61 instead. got down on the stop that had to cross a small field. and FINALLY, reached compasspoint.
not bad ah the shopping mall.
quite big. had starbucks and food outlets. hahaha. thats probably enough to make me happy. :p

and my girlfriends are just sooo sweet. when we reached, the rest of the girls were waiting for us with a cake in the middle of the table. hahaha. i had a feeling something was up but didnt entertain my 'feeling', just so that i dont get my hopes up high. and i got this supercute bracelet which i love so much.
so yea. i loved the SURPRISE birthday.
ahahah. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for everything.

and at night, went training. tak tau angin aper da masok, even though i was tired from being out the whole day, i still wanted to go. hahaha. i love trainings. and finally we learnt how to tanding. woooooo! hahaha. and for the first time, the sole of my feet werent tearing up like mad. usually ill be peeling off skin by the time i get home, but not this time! wooop wooop!
learning tanding was fun. haahhaa. tahannn tahhaaannnnn.....

SATURDAY

saturday saturday... i gots present from my sister and my mom. and my brother gave me money. hahaha. how cool is that. wasnt even my birthday yet.

SUNDAY

sunday my mom invited some of my relatives over. i guess the present for yesterday was foooooooood. loads and loads of food.
hahahhaa. thanks mom.
well.
bye now. :))

here goes.

2008-02-28T16:17:00.004+08:00

olrites....
so i havent been writing abt anything that happened during the exam period.
on the first day of exams... my teacher came to me...
"WHATS THAT UNDER YOUR TABLE?"
there were 2 blank pieces of papers under my table.
ooooooops. my bad. for not checking.
hahaha.
anyway lucky they were blank.

on the second day of exams... i was talking on the phone.
yea the night before that paper we had a conference on the phone.
about some queries.
yup2. was quite comfortable with cell biology.
and my head was starting to spin on the night before cellb.

on the second night of exams... i was freaking out.
yea freaking out like mad because the next day had HPI.
heavy heavy paper.
i screwed up some questions.
arghhhhh....and my friend told me he was going to wake up at 3.30am and he would wake me up too if i wanted to sleep at the same time.
but i didnt.
should have though. because i really couldnt absorb anything when i was studying in the middle of the night. argh... then i went to sleep.
but before that i called my friend to wake him up and told him i was going to wake up at 5 and if he cld call me.
guess he didnt get the call me at 5 so that i cld wake up part.
anyway that hpi paper morning i was freaking out at school.
and my head was hurting.
so yea. im just glad that its all over.

on the third day of exams... i was awfully happy.
yea so very happy. HPI is over bebeh. siaper yang tak happy.
when i saw my friend i was like " you didnt call me at 5!!"
then his face was like freaking blur.
"you told me to wake u up? really?!?! ahhhh.... im so sorry."
hahaa. i know it wasnt on purpose.
anyway, hahaha. to make him feel guiltier, we were talking about the paper. so i went up to him and said
"yea it was fine... you only cost me like around... 17 marks. so yea its all great. hahaha."
actually it wasnt 17 marks. just an exaggeration. hahaha.
and then he went like "these few days have been raining ah."
me: it didnt rain today.
him: yea it did. its just rained.
me: when?
him: this morning. when i was studying it was freaking cold la...
me: oh yarh this morning. you know, i was sleeping. apparently somebody forgot to wake me up.hahaha.
him:diam la...hahha.
hahahaha.
anyway, it was my fault la for not waking up myself.
alarm clock also like cannot hear. tidorr jerrrrr....

on the fourth day of papers... adrenaline was rushing.
oh yarh it was.
because im so excited.
maths questions, doable?
quite.
after that was the best part of it all.

to all the girls who were out with me yesterday, im going to miss you girls sooooo much. appreciate all the good times we had.
:)) made my first year so easy and fun and cheerful and all of the things that goes along the way.

and on a random note.
rahimah is a cute cute cute girl. hahahah. happy tak ondeh2?
we were trying our hands in sweetalking.
you wouldnt know how fun it is. hahahaha.

gtg. bye all.

and here's a song.
haaha. love it.
somehow.

how could such a happy day be so saddening.

2008-02-27T16:54:00.002+08:00

last day of school.
and im going to miss every bit of it.
especially the friends. yea. basically its just the friends.
next semester we're all going to be separated la.. :'((
so today's the end of exam.
maths paper.
what a way to end it all. yaaaa.....
and after school we sat at pizza hut from twelve to 3. hehehe.
and we almost forgot we havent paid yet..
hahaha. cld have just walked out.. k maybe not.

anyway... i watched sawIII a few days ago!
wooooo. was it good.
its actually better than sawII.
ok.. anythings better than the second part.
next wld be part 4.
duh.
heard it was good.

and argh.
gtg
my head is hurting from all the exams stress.
bye all.

break.

2008-02-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

well well well.

my exams are coming.

need a break.

wont be writing anything until 27 feb.

try not to miss me k.

ahaahahha!

the outcome. :))

2008-02-16T11:19:00.007+08:00

olrite.
so i did say i was going to post some pictures of my new hair. hahaha.
so from this..... (btw, i was eating meatball in the picture. hahaha. dont mind the cheeks.)

and now.. after "snipping" off a bit strands (yea right..)

its down to...
this.

:)) as long as im happy.

2008-02-15T11:32:00.005+08:00

i just cut my own hair yesterday.
hehehe. and maybe ill cut it some more today after i finish school.
hrmmm... all's good.
im sick of having long hair.
so i cut it real short.
so short that its barely touching my shoulders. :))
and im happy with what i did.
hahaha. just felt the urge to do so..
so yea, instincts. hahahaha.
anyway its just hair.
itll grow back in no time.
i hope.
then ill get to cut it some other funny funny way i want it to.
i hate having to pay for a cut by somebody else, and in the end not be happy with the outcome.
:p

ill try posting a picture or two if i get the chance to.
im at school right now.
cant really do that right.
nyiahaha.
and my exams are coming.
off to studying with the girls after i finish this.
damn i need to really study.
and i need to switch off my handphone.
and i need to get away from that handphone.
man, my handphone is evil.
heh.
and what's worst is the paranoia you feel when you switch it off and leave it alone in the other room.
ARGH!

ok back.
just got back from school like a few hours ago and i still feel as if i just got home a few minutes ago.
today was such a great day. nyiahaha.
today and yesterday.
astroboi made my day. hahaha.
yea.
we were studying at the libraray and zahidah just had to call him when he was walking past our table.
well.... she was talking nonsense. hahaha.
as usual.
and i was the only one that seemed sane enough to be talking. ahhahaa.
omg. i LOVE his voice.
and his accent... ahhh his accent.
i can just sit with him the whole day listening to his voice. hahahaha.
and then after we finished studying, we sat at the bench near one stop.
because the library was freaking cold.
we just had to go there.
and i saw this cute guy who is just... ahahaha so cute?
k thats dumb but yea, you get my point dont you?
hahhaa.
and i smiled at them. as in both of them. and the best part is they smiled back. wooo!
ahahhahaha.
so high right now.
today's go-boycrazy day.
and its also the official last day of school.
:((
i probably wont get to see them anytime soon.
darn it!

and eh, i did study too ok just now.
hahaha.
finally i started on cellbio. :))))

exams.

2008-02-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

damn my exams are coming up.
and ive been studying the same page of hpi for the past 2 days.
i think today im going to finish up my study for it. i can just die, staring at the same page each time.
i had a lot to say.
but when i got here i forgot everything.
grrrrrrrr......

well, yesterday i ran through my sisters wardrobe.
looking for presentation outfit.
i am too lazy to buy one la.
just for one morning i have to go buy clothes?
sheesh.
thats just...
mad.
even if your clothes costs a lot, youre not graded by how you look.
it was fun ah yesterday.
my mum was helping me look for one too.
hahahah.

oh yarh!!
and on friday i went out with my secondary school mates!
i miss them so much.
and to saleha: AKU MISS KAO BANYAK2 LA!! hahah. happy seyh dapat jumpe. :)) mar, next time kao peh turn. siap kao. hahaah.
had this prosperity pizza.
actually in the morning i was feeling like crap.
then had to go school. bring lab coat.
nobody told me it was dry lab.
hahaha. so it was held in the comp lab la.
i wasnt paying attention la!
was seated at one corner.
trying not to throw up.
i just know...
that there isnt such a thing called MIDNIGHT COFFEE.
i thought of staying up until like around 2 to study.
ya i was up at 2.
and so was 5 am. grrr....
basically, i didnt sleep!
so the next morning was like horrible.
hahaha.
oh oh.
and i was bored in the bus otw to school.
took 8.
god knows how long 8 takes just to reach tp.
the bus was empty.
then got this one chinese girl sit onfront of me. like opposite seat. duh.
think she was like around 13 to 14, tops.
hahaha.
and she took out her hp.
took out the back cover where the battery is.
hahaha.
she think she expert seyh, open no need to look.
so i was just staring at her. hahaha. looking at what the hell is she trying to do..
she didnt even look at her hands. and then it was like, she trying to take out the battery.
but i keep staring at her hand.
she saw me staring la of course.
if not she wouldnt be doing that right...
so her hands were trying so hard to take out the battery.
but couldnt.
she wasnt even looking la i tell you.
then she gave up, she put back the hp cover.
i smirked at her.
hahahaha. muker klakar seyh...
her face maintined this straight look all through out.
nyiaha.

i want to get married. hahah. (edited)

2008-02-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

seriously seyh.
weddings are sooo nice, i just want to get married. nyiahahaa.
especially after yesterday.
hahaa!
kak ba'ah's wedding was so grand.
and sweeeet!
the cupcakes. oh the cupcakes.
oh so sweet sugary yummy yummy cupcakes.
i ate one of them and the cream was soooo sweet.
hahaha.

and there was this dangdut song playing that i couldnt stop thinking of.
hahaha.
lemme see if i could get it.
just sooo random. funny ah play this at wedding.

and all of us were in black.
and it was just sooooo WOW!
balek tros tidor seyh. hahaha. disgusting.
:p

lets backtrack alright.
saturday friday...
friday morning, school as usual. no cellbio lab!
got to watch sweeney todd sweeney todd.
hahaha. ya, we were practically singing that when we got out.
because at first we thought i wouldnt be able to go in.
yea...
everybody was like 18 and 21.
and im the only 17 year old 'kid'.
that stella pandai, da beli ticket terus she was like " ohhh.. shit you die. the person going to check at the entrance."
to make matters worse, she said it infront of the auntie at the entrance!
wtf?!?
hahhaa.
lucky when we wanted to go in the entrance person changed to an uncle already.
plus, i can pass off as 18 probably because im taller than the rest of them. nyiahahaha.
pendeks.
so htey smuggled me in.
and i got the food. lunch... yummy.
ate bk seyh inside.
all the onions in the burger i couldnt take out. terpakser la makan.
eeewwwww....
and the pickles.
wah i hate onions and pickles.
then midway through the show, i brought in rizal and his friend.
crash the movie.
hahaha. was empty seyh the theatre.
might as well.
we were laughing even though the show wasnt a comedy.
its mainly about, sweeney todd(johnny depp) killing people.
really really random people.
the blood was orange though.
a bit fake.
and it was a lot of blood.
too much for a person.
and i was laughing when the person was getting his throat slit. hahaha.
should look at his face.
hahahhaa.
sooo funny.
and after school on friday i went to kak ba'ah's house!
sooo clean. duh its new.
but it was still, soooo clean.
i could probably sit all over the house.
hahah.
went there just to eat.
hahaha. yea. the food was nice.
real nice.
and everything was nice.
such a waste to not be there each moment you get the chance to.
nyiahaha. blueks!

and on thursday.
hahaha. well on thursday...
lets just say.
we stayed back for a bit after school.
and my friends are such curious people. hahah.

wednesday.
art presentation.
omg art presentation was sooo fun.
hahaha.
it was in the lt and it was indiviual presentation.
i didnt freak out like how i thought i would.
i didnt freak out at all actually.
hahaha.
woooooo!
because i spent quite a lot of time beforehand.
before starting the thumbdrive gave me some problems and im like there for a few minutes.
so got used to it.
the atmosphere also not bad.
good vibes all around. hahaha.
macam real je..
but, if you were there, you would know what i mean.

im just happy the week's over. one heck of a tiring week.
tiring but so worth it. :))

got it.
hahahaha. kekek saow.

late again.

2008-01-31T17:37:00.000+08:00

yup yup.
late again. had lecture quiz at 8.
7.55 still waiting for the stupid bus to come!
then indah, stella me took cab la. cannot tahan already..
we'll be in sooo much trouble if we're late for a maths quiz.
hahaha.
reached pun just nice ah.
walked in everybody also still slowly walking in. so yea...
was great.
hahaha.
i knew how to do the first half of the paper only!
wahhhh! crap!
second part was anova table and im like -_-" die die.
nyiahaha.
last night i was studying then halfway i read through my topic 5 notes i dont understand what it was already.
then sooo sleepy.
so i went to sleep.
in the morning i asked indah. then she explained like so easy. hahaha.
sounds easy but when you do the paper.... its a totally different thing.
i need to start doing more maths..
haish...

and thursdays are always super crappy days.
first and foremost, BMIC LAB.
and ya.
that probably is enough to sum it all up.
something happened but i cant really say it here.
its really a "troop" thing. sooo... secret.

shoots.

2008-01-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

had to go around picking up recycle stuff.
sheesh.
not only was it early in the morning, but the weather in the morning was sooooo hot.
grrrrrrrr.... if it wasnt for the apel, i wouldnt have gone.
haha. i was late. as usual.
supposed to meet up at 8.30am.
8.15 then just got the bus.
reached around 8.35 or so..
hahaha. then we slowly2 walked to the location given.
by the time i think it was already like 8.50plus.
hahahaha. heck, i dont care.
and btw, did i tell you we were supposed to wear green?
hahaha.
i wore this shirt which i thought was green.
so happy2 wear it.
then when i reached my so-called leader, the boy ask " how come youre not wearing green? "
"isnt this green??"
hahaha. and he gave me this very weird look. so im like ok... hahaha.
and later on, jeremy asked me
"wah. your shirt a bit different ah?"
"hehehe. but its green what. so... can right?"
"it's brown la!!! hahaha. where got green..."
"huh? brown? looks green lei. aiya nvm la...."
hahahah. shit. i didnt know my colour identification was so bad.
anyway, i am so never going to take the saem lift as rizal ever...
yesterday my group divided into 3 groups. 2 people in each grp.
so i went to go around the block with him la.
the lift part was super scary.
not only was the lift old, it was sooooo bloody slow.
and that rizal isnt small size.
he go and jump in the lift and i was like " eh!! shit u... stop it la!"
"i'll stop if you jump with me! just once"
hahaha. NO!!!
mad ah? the lift will break!
so he kept on jumping until we reached the floor. and he did that everytime we took the lift.
hahhaha. but it was fun having such people around during a boring, tiring, stinking morning.
such good company. nyiahaha.

oh ya.
when i was boarding the bus, my ezlink no more cash.
darn it.
i thought i just topped up.
sheeeeeeeesh...
hrmm..
i didnt watch movie with the whole troop. :(
i didnt bring money.
i was tired.
i was sweating.
just wasnt a nice situation to be in.
and i was so hungry.
practically slept through yesterday.
hahaha.
and i love it. :))

aku miss kao jugak!

2008-01-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

i went to tm today.
saw fi and fir. and two other kids who i dont really know.
anyway, I MISS THEM SOOOOO MUCH!!
hahahaha.
one day we should just sit down one corner and talk about what the heck has happened for the past one year without seeing each other.
mine was sure hectic.
:))
im happy to have them as my friends.
hahaha.
i know you know.
bilang lagi tak bleh!?

im happy now.

2008-01-19T09:34:00.000+08:00

im happy with where i am right now. even though ive made some mistakes but it doesnt matter because people learn from mistakes.

hahaha. what cheesy bit.
but its true la...
hahaha. anyway.
school's been fine as usual.
hahhaa. and i know who my friends are. haha.
those that are there when i need them. those that are there when i tell them im alone.
ya. hahhaa. realllllllly great having such people around.
:))

thank you god.

lectures rock!

2008-01-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

yep yep yep.
i do love my lectures...
because those are the only time that i get to see astroboi!
nyihahaha.
he's bloody cute la i tell you.
always smiling. always waving. hahaha. always looking at you hoping to get a smile.
wahhhhhh.....
cutenyerrrrrr.
heeee.
i hope i get into the same class as him next sem. :))

anyway, yesterday during leture i laughed so hard i was practically tearing up.
jess and stell sat beside me. then beside us got this girl who was sitting sooooo straight. hahahaha.
i was on the iniside seat la so i didnt notice.
then jess saw her. she told stella.
j: eh... that girl sit damn straight sia.
s: eh ya uh. she dont make me bend until i backwards ah!
hahahahaha.
omg you shld have seen the way she talked.
haahahhaha. was sooooo funny la.
then i laugh non stop.
that eeee mon came up to our row and told ME
"what's so funny? if you want to laugh you can go outside and laugh"
hahahaha. in his funny accent. idiot.
anyway i was still laughing like mad when he told me that. and after that too.
hahahaha.
then i just realised, astroboi was sitting on the toppest row. omg!!
so malu....
hahahaha.
so as we were leaving, i looked at him. then he smiled so i smiled back la. skali yunnam also smile. and i was like " eh?? "
hahaha. peyton's gonna kill me.

oh ya. and yesteday we had openhouse. until tomorrow.
and today is a holiday!
hahahah. i think i might be going to school later to maybe print out some notes.
man... i got to really do that. haha.
need to get my grades up.
so far, this sem is better than last sem.
so yea...
im hoping to be better than a one-pointer. :))

what do people usually include in their conversations?

2008-01-05T15:20:00.001+08:00

know what i just realised?
conversations done by girls are probably 70% gossip.
and the other 30 are on jokes.
hahaha.
no wonder la..
but it is quite typical right for women to be gossiping? (actually guys do gossip too. sheesh.)
k that was random.heh.

anyway....
yesterday i ate a whole packet of chicken cracker that jess bought thinking that we wouldnt be ale to finish it in 15 mins.
hahaha.
she knew i like to eat.
then she let me hold the packet while we walked.
mistake.
next thing they all knew, the packet was 3/4 empty.
nyiahahaha.
i ate almost everything. and it wasnt even 15 minutes yet!!!
wow.
that fast.
that bad.
hahaha. but nvm
the only thing that kept me happy was andrea saying
" wah! you eat a lot still never grow fat. "
that probably made my day. hahahaha.
so im going to bring them some food this monday.
probably because it contains gelatine and i didnt read it first.
ate like 2 packets already.
sheesh.
so. monday, food for everyone. :))

good to be home.

2007-12-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
feels good to be back at home.
couldnt sleep properly during the stay.
argh...
but nvm.
i just woke up jugak.
hahaha.
and arsenal won 4-1 yesterday!!!
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
so school's starting tomorrow and im going with stellabellalalalaalal.
not sure if the shuttle bus available seyh tomorrow.
hopefully it is.
kind of lazy uh want to go school.
must wakeup early in the morning just to bathe and get ready.
haiyooooooo.
butttt...
it beats staying at home doing nothing.

well...
the only thing i bought there was a pair of sneakers excluding the food.
actually food also i didnt buy.
my mummy and daddy paid for it.
nyiahahaha.
gtg.
need to do some stuff.
school, here i come!!!!

love this.

2007-12-25T18:38:00.001+08:00

well i just got to have this song!
its loooooveeely.

hrm.

2007-12-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

i wont do such things.
i wont do such a thing.
i dont do such a thing.
i dont dooooooo such a thing.
i wont do such a thing.
i like somebody else.
hahaha.
i like somebody else.

hah. convincing myself i wont do such a thing.
listen to your friendssss....
ya im listening.
and i wont do such a thing.
well... everybody dont need to know what it is.
want to know, tanyer sama gue.
i might just tell.
:))

anyway.
school holidays kind of suck for me.
i want to go back to school!!
i want to go to school!
i miss everyone!!
:(

hehe. and on friday we went to the airport.
me, stella and peyton.
wooo... fun seyh.
actually wanted to study maths at starbucks.
i was doing halfway when the girls thought the airport would be great so yea, went there.
fun!!
long time nvr been there and it has changed so much ever since.
i want to go terminal 3 and see what its like!!
would u be a darling and bring me? heeee.

welllll...
come back soon school.
i need to get out sometimes yknow.
and i hope you like techno. because i do. :))

ouch. there goes my shoulder again.

2007-12-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

i fell again.
fell wrongly again. saket!!!!!!!
and my elbow is still a bit numb. hahaah. my left elbow kene tendang.
takpe takpe.
endure all the pain.
suck it all in and smile.
yeh.

argh damnit!
i had something in mind but everytime i want to tell what it is, i just keep forgetting what the heck it was!

ah well.
ill write abt othher random stuff then.
i went to school yesterday for project meeting with the pst group.
i really dont do mechanisms.
i didnt one bit what they were talking abt yesterday and they had to re-explain everything again.
well... actually all of us were from science school but i dont know how they managed to figure out the mechanisms in a timer.
pandai jugak eh ni budak budak dalam group aku.
hrm. and also i didnt understand because most of the time they were talking in chinese!
what the helllllll!
how was i suppose to know.

and then i got csas2 project. lucky i only got two projects.
some of my friends got like three to four and ooooooooo.... good luck to them.
im a bit lazy to do projects la.
nyiahaha. faham2 je yer.

and and... i miss my friends!
i want to go back to school instead of just staying home sleeping and eating like a fat pig. gawd. im almost hibernating this 'festive season'.
current weight: 47kg
in 2 weeks time: 60!
hahaha.
joking la....